O que está a acontecer a minha vida?

Eu sei que nao sou a única a sentir-me assim, mas hoje é um daqueles dias em que eu queria adormecer, fazer um reset, e depois acordar, completamente limpa, sem problemas, sem dilemas, sem nada... talvez fose melhor mesmo o nada do que isto que é a minha vida.. Quando vai ser aquele dia em que vou poder dizer que tudo está bem, e que sou uma pessoa realizada?

I'm felling so bad, so sad. I'm feeling alone, alone in the dark.



Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last change to feel again .

(Broken strings - James Morrisson)

Transmite (quase) perfeitamente o meu estado de espírito.

Talvez um dia entendas que estavas errado...